bad feelings

looking forward to something for a week and realizing while it’s happening that it’s not as good as you thought it would be and feeling disappointment and guilt because you expected too much and guilt because you’re ungrateful that the world doesn’t add up to what you thought it would be and anger because you’re so unable to process the world as it revolves around you and everything feels like it’s already a reflection and a memory and nothing happens in the present, everything is just the past and every single moment is overlooked

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