am i drunk?
why is this hitting me so hard
it’s like i’m drunk
…no, worse
spinning. not the good kind.
i can’t hold my flashlight
blow out the candle, you’ll step on it
something’s wrong
something bad is happening
really bad, really
i shouldn’t feel this
why would You do this
stop. stop
is it because i’m gay?
i’ll stop being gay
i don’t like this
God, i won’t stop being gay
oh God oh God oh God
i’m gonna go to hell
i’m gonna die and
i’m gonna go to hell and
it’s because i never thought
this would happen to me
i need an ambulance… no
i need an ambulance
something…
i’ll die if they don’t help
i’ll die if they help
i’ll die
tell mom and dad
no, they’ll get mad
no, i’ll die
i can’t die… i can’t do that,
i can’t die.
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